I’m staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I’m going to the place where love
and feeling good don’t ever cost a thing,
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain
I’m going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I’m running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I’m going home
The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you…. babe
I’ve not always been the best man and friend for you
But your love remains true and I don’t know why
You always seem to give me another try
I’m going home
To the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I’m running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all

you just might get it all and then some you dont want
be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all
I’m going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I’m running from.. you know I think you got me all wrong
I don’t regret this life I chose for me’
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I’m going home
I’m going home

Chris Daughtry biography

Source: http://www.daughtryofficial.com/biography

Rock n’ roll is seldom a predictable affair. Just ask Chris Daughtry. Better yet, examine the very public arc the enigmatic musician carved against the grain of American Idol, electrifying the show’s faithful audience with a gloves-off vocal style that revealed astonishing breadth with every new song. Still, he found himself at the center of the most surprising live rub-out in modern television history. Premature elimination, they called it on the internet, and even though a controversial lack of votes ended Chris’ quest for the top rung of American Idol 5 (a spot so widely presumed to be his, even Entertainment Weekly referred to it as "the surest thing in Idol history") it ignited a groundswell of support from fans vowing he would soon be blazing his own trail.

So much for the audition…

His new album, DAUGHTRY, on 19 Recordings/RCA Records fully delivers on that promise, but what’s most striking about the North Carolina native’s debut is the skillfulness with which he blends his hard won attributes: The rugged voice tempered by an even sturdier sense of place. The audacious appetite for risk reflected in his hardscrabble on-the-road writing sessions with proven rockers - some of them his own formal idols - like Brent Smith of Shinedown (Chris even covered one of their songs on Idol), Mitch Allan of SR-71, and Hinder producer Brian Howes. Emboldened by riveting collaborations such as "What I Want," "It’s Not Over," "There And Back Again," and the probing "All These Lives," it’s evident Daughtry possesses a durable songwriting presence of his own.

Helmed by Howard Benson (My Chemical Romance, All-American Rejects), the album thoroughly mines Daughtry’s instinctive ability to deliver accessible music at every turn, veering from pop gems to tight-fisted rock anthems. Chris particularly rises to the occasion on one of the songs penned solely by him, the stunning ballad "Home." "That song means a lot to me in so many ways," he says. "It’s also one that I wrote even before I did the show, though it somehow seems to capture how far I’ve come along." More proof of Daughtry’s uncanny ability - as one LA Times critic recently put it - to "find the story" in every song he attempts.

Daughtry has also assembled his very own band (aptly called DAUGHTRY), signaling that the charismatic vocalist is more than willing to put it all on the line. He committed to an intense audition process right from the start, determined to achieve that crucial bond between members. Daughtry summoned his keen instincts when meeting and choosing the players who would eventually become his band, tapping into both the interpersonal chemistry and musical compatibility of the guys who would eventually make the cut.

"I began my music career as a songwriter, but I’ve always believed in the power of a band. The great moments are when you’re able to capture that extra special connection between members that you can’t really define. That’s what I’m striving for. We’ve found the right guys and I’m really excited about the prospects of what we can do. We didn’t have time to feature them on the album but I can’t wait to hit the road with them." For Chris, who drew consistently rave reviews on the summer-long Idol 5 jaunt, mixing it up with his own players will give his live show an even greater dimension. "There’s nothing like the camaraderie of a band. That feeling that you’re surrounded by a group of people who feel closer to you than just about anybody. It makes such a difference in the music."

And as for the music - poring over songs in some hotel room at 3:00AM with guys who only a year ago I was dreaming about meeting one day - well - it still blows my mind sometimes," he says. The combustible process produced a hefty batch of 21 songs for Daughtry to draw from. "I never wanted to dictate a set path when we started working with the writers," he says. "They are all so different, so awesome in their own way. One of them would fly in and we’d have a go-around and something would start from that." He wrote 3 songs with Brian Howes, citing the resulting "What I Want," as the kind of out-of-the gate, upbeat rocker people will expect from me. I remember we liked it so much we listened to it in the car after the session. Brian is great, so full of ideas; he’s like a one-man library of music." The song also piqued the interest of acclaimed rock guitarist Slash, who dropped by the studio to thread his legendary guitar work into the blistering mix.

Another song Daughtry fans should immediately relate to is the first single and blazing rocker "It’s Not Over." "It’s one of my favorites. I did it with Greg Wattenberg (produced Five For Fighting, and does A&R for Wind-Up Records). It’s about relationships that you ultimately screw up but swear you’re going to get right the second time. That feeling when you keep doing the same thing thinking you’re going to get a different result, still, you keep trying." Daughtry was also eager to write with Brent Smith, frontman for Jackson, Florida band, Shinedown. "He was great to work with, not to mention that I’ve stolen a few moves from him on stage as well." The two are both huge Chris Cornell fans, and penned what Daughtry refers to as one of the heavier’ songs on the album, "There And Back Again."

The range of material suits the disciplined vocalist. "I’ve never believed a song has to have a rock edge, or be part of one genre or anything like that to be viable. I’ve been writing songs since I was 16, and my goal has always been to approach the process with an open mind. Songwriters I really admire are people like Robert Plant or an Elton John, who aren’t setting out to write a rock song everytime but a great song that stands on its own no matter what. I also believe it’s what you do with the song that matters, as well."

Chris recalls a moment from his Idol experience where he realized he was winning over rock fans purely on the power of his edgy interpretations. "I’ll never forget I was invited to this hard rock radio station weenie roast, and I thought "should I go, they’ll probably sneer at the whole Idol experience." I went anyway, and was thoroughly embraced by everyone there it was such a great feeling. Rob Zombie came up to me and told me he watched the show and loved what I did. Now that was really an honor."

The singer also cherished the experience of consulting with BMG U.S. Chairman Clive Davis, also known for his legendary commitment to good songwriting. Davis has even been known to choose some of the songs for the final Idol rounds. "He was a great guy. Very good at seeing the entire picture," says Chris. "I brought in my guitar and played "Home" for him. I couldn’t believe it was Clive Davis sitting 2 feet from me as I sang. He said some very encouraging words to me."

Such encounters have made Chris aware of how he might be able to help struggling musicians who have yet to be discovered. "I’ll never forget what it was like. To go from playing in front of 50 people to an audience of thousands. I’m always trying to hook up bands I’ve played with, encouraging whoever I can. It’s why I work so hard to make these songs unique. I owe to those who’ve supported me and to those still trying to climb up that ladder."

It’s that same passion, that sense of communal all-for-one-ness Daughtry so empathetically telegraphs to his fans that he poured into the making of the album. "Yes we were in crunch time, making it," says Daughtry. "But I never got the feeling I was going somewhere creatively that I didn’t belong." Pure Daughtry. You get the feeling he’s still "an event unfolding" wrote one critic, about his ability to extend his reach with every performance. A sensibility he’s magically been able to capture on the new record.

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He’ll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact he’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it

heheheh…. dah besar dah anak bujang Mak De ni.. Happy 9th Besday…. maaf mak der tak sempat beli hadiah lagi.. dah tu buat mengejut.. mana nak sempat kan…kan..

menu??.. ala… k.lang ajak dinner umah dia.. makan ikan pari masak asam pedas, pucuk ubi celor, sambal belacan, udang masak lemak cili api taruk nenas, sayur kacang panjang, dan ayam panggang. Nama kek..tak hengat.. hehehe

Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone.

Does your name begin with: N?

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

MARCH

*Attractive personality *Affectionate *Shy and reserved *Secretive *Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic *Loves peace and serenity *Sensitive to others *Loves to serve others *Not easily angered *Trustworthy *Appreciative and returns kindness *Observant and assess others *Revengeful *Loves to dream and fantasize *Loves traveling *Loves attention *Hasty decisions in choosing partners *Loves home decors *Musically talented *Loves special things *Moody.

PURPLE - You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that’s trustworthy.

SINGLE UNDERLINE BELOW THE SIGN These persons are very confident and are good personalities. They are a little bit selfish but believe in "Happiness of human life".

May 23, 11:02 PM EST

The Associated Press

LOS ANGELES — The big voice overwhelmed the beatbox Wednesday night as Jordin Sparks was crowned the newest and youngest "American Idol." Sparks, 17, of Glendale, Ariz., prevailed over beatboxer Blake Lewis, 25, of Bothell, Wash., after a triumphant performance Tuesday that wowed the show’s judges and the viewers who gave her a majority of the record 74 million votes cast. "Mom, Dad, I love you," Sparks, the daughter of retired NFL player Phillippi Sparks, said tearfully after a bearhug from Lewis. The contest came down to either the stronger singer, Sparks, or the better entertainer, Lewis. Sparks delivered her songs simply and powerfully; Lewis’ flourishes included his sound effects and sharp dance moves.

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yessssssss..result dah di ketahui sebleum kita dapat tengok kat TV pun.. First of all..radio ERA dah announce pun..secondly.. boleh tengok kat net… apa nak terkejut.. kena kira la time difference kita dan US kan.. hehehhe..

anyway… mcik happy sgt Jordin menang.. takberapa nak suka Blake Lewis la.. memang la dia sedap..tapi vocal?.. Jordin nyer powerfull lagi.. and of course.. dari awal show lagi.. mcik lebih suka ker Melinda Doolittle and Jordin Sparks. Tapi sebab Melinda dah kuar di saat2 akhir tu.. menten sokong n minat Jordin jer la.. heheh.. nasib tak leh mengundi gak!! hahahahha…

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Bagi mengatasi kepenatan melaksanakan tugas-tugas seharian sama ada dirumah mahupun di tempat kerja, bolehlah jadikan petua yang diajar oleh Rasulullah s.a.w. kepada puteri kesayangannya Saidatina Fatimah sebagai penawarnya.

Suatu hari Saidatina Fatimah mengadu kepada suaminya Saidina Ali bin Abu Talib tentang kesakitan pada tangannya kerana keletihan menggiling gandum untuk membuat roti. Saidina Ali berkata :

"Bapa kamu telah datang membawa balik tawanan perang. Berjumpalah dia dan mintalah seorang khadam untuk membantu mu."

Saidatina Fatimah pergi bertemu bapanya dan menyatakan hasrat untuk mendapatkan seorang khadam bagi membantu tugas hariannya di rumah.Bagaimanapun Rasulullah s.a.w. tidak mampu memenuhi permintaan anak kesayangannya itu. Lalu Baginda s.a.w. pergi menemui puterinya serta menantu itu. Baginda s.a.w. berkata:

"Apa kamu berdua mahu aku ajarkan perkara yang lebih baik daripada apa yang kamu minta daripadaku? Apabila kamu berdua berbaring untuk tidur, bertasbihlah (Subhanallah) 33 kali, bertahmid (Alhamdulillah) 33 kali dan bertakbir (Allahuakbar) 33 kali. Ia adalah lebih baik untuk kamu berdua daripada seorang khadam."

Inilah penawar ringkas yang Nabi s.a.w. ajarkan kepada anak dan
menantunya bagi meringankan keletihan dan kesusahan hidup mereka berdua.

Saidina Ali terus mengulang-ulang kalimah-kalimah Rasulullah.s. a.w.
ini.

Katanya "Demi Allah aku tidak pernah meninggalkannya semenjak ia
diajarkan kepadaku."

Sayugia dicadangkan kepada ibu-ibu, suami-suami atau sesiapa sahaja yang merasai kepenatan setelah melakukan tugas-tugas harian supaya mengamalkan membaca ‘ Subhanallah ‘ (33 kali), ‘ Alhamdulillah ‘ (33 kali) dan ‘ Allahuakbar ‘ (33 kali) pada setiap malam isitu sebelum melelapkan mata.

Lakukanlah dengan penuh ikhlas dan istiqamah (berterusan) , Insya-
Allah petunjuk Nabawi ini mampu menyelesaikan bebanan-bebanan hidup seharian kita. Akan terserlah ceria di wajah pada keesokan hari dengan senyuman.

"Sebarkanlah ajaranku walau satu ayat pun"
(Sabda Rasulullah SAW)

"Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar."

1. What happens to your body as you age?
When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental.

2. What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty?
He says goodbye to his boyhood and looks forward to his adultery.

3. What is artificial insemination?
When the farmer does it to the bull instead of the cow.

4. How can you delay milk turning sour?
Keep it in the cow.

5. How are the main parts of the body categorized?
The body is consisted into three parts - the brainium, the borax the abdominal cavity. The branium contains the brain, the borax contains the heart and lungs, and the abdominal cavity contains the five bowels, A,E,I,O and U.

6. What is the Fibula?
A small lie.

7. What does "varicose" mean?
Nearby.

8. What is the most common form of birth control?
Most people prevent contraception by wearing a condominium.

9. Give the meaning of the term "Caesarean Section."
The caesarean section is a district in Rome.

10. What is a seizure?
A Roman emperor.

11. What is a terminal illness?
When you are sick at the airport

12. Give an example of a fungus. What is a characteristic feature?
Mushrooms. They always grow in damp places and they look like umbrellas.

Tgk AF Final tak?… musti tengok?.. tak tengok bola ker?.. kan siaran bertembung tu… hehehe… sbb umah mcik tak der sport channel.. dah tentu2 p tgk AF5 final la… nak komen?.. sapa la diri mcik nak mengomen.. bukan artis pun, walaupun kadang2 pasan artis, walaupun sepupu ku Liza hanim artis, miahahah… tapi mcik tetap nak ngutuk.. muahahahah

pada mcik la kan.. pelajar lelaki tahun ni sumer tak menyengat la.. yg sedap menyanyi pun pada mcik Aizat jer.. tapi sbb ada attitude prob ( so they say la kan..)… dia terkuar awal… takat si aswad..ebi tu… ala…. lomah lutut mcik yg sedia sakit ni!..

apa2 pun.. tahniah MILA yg berjaya memecahkan rekod sebagai pelajar wanita yg pertama menang AF… dan juga tahniah pada mila kerana kejayaan nya.. kerana peningkatan yg begitu ketara.. dan kerana menyanyi dgn bagus… MCIK SUKA sgt2 mila menang.. heheheh. Lagu baru Mila.. to me can be a killer song one day.. boleh naik and up up… heheheh… hayati lirik dia…. mmg sedap tulisan Loloq ni..

Tajuk: Persis Mutiara
Artis: Mila
Pelajar: Mila

Lagu: Ajai
Lirik: Loloq (Luncai Emas Publishing Sdn Bhd)

Biar kau tunduk bisu
Aku tahu
Gelora hatimu
Engkau mahu
Aku lafazkan rindu

Biar kau hanya diam
Aku selam
Jiwamu terdalam
Perasaan cintamu yang kau pendam

Kata paling terindah
Tak mungkin bisa ucapkan
Hakikat rasa yang ku rasakan

Pabila ku renung ke matamu
Terlihat ku hatimu kasih
Persis mutiara

Sinarmu mendamaikan
Pergolakan
Insan yang lelah mengembara

Tak terbilang kesan-kesan luka
Titis hujan airmata
Tenang sebentar pedih semula

Buatku rasa gentar
Membisikkan hasrat hati sebenar
Sekalipun engkau inginku lamar
Kasihku

Ok… berbalik pada kebumi yang di pijak…

Semalam… p TESCO Ampang.. jauh?.. hehehe..tak la… baisa jer.. beli brg2 keperluan sket… tingin sgt mkn sushi… so beli la yg kat Tesco tu.. tak la sesedap sushi king kan.. tapi blasah jer la..dlm sedar tak sedar.. dah kul 8.. so mcik n mami p la makan kat desa Melawati.. makan nasi goreng spesel..tapi tak la spesel mana pun..kembang semangkuk tekak mcik makan.. ntah la… anyway.. ada sekor kucing kat situ.. cantik giler.. comel sgt..tapi susah nak pegang.. boleh pegang kalu.. cmik hangkut bawak blk.. bulu panjang..kembang..kaler kelabu taik anjing.. muka lebar.. jenis penyek… mmg sesuwei la nak jd kan bf Gina.. heheheh.. dont worry..ado gambar..ada….

lepas tu mcik test skill melalak atas pentas.. peluh jantan kuar tak hengat.. heheheh. tangan mengigil mengalahkan tangan haziq. Lagu?.. mcik amik lagu Percayalah - Datok CT, Akhirnya Kini pasti - Anita S’wak, Bertakhta di Hati - Farhdhiya, Wulan merindu - Cici Paramida, Wajah Siapa Di hati mu - Azlina aziz, Tiada Lagi - Mayang Sari. Siap ada permintaan utk berduet.. lagu Jangan Ada dusta dan Dua insan. blasah jer… miahahahhaha. Pergh mcm buat konsert jer. Lama dah tak melalak ni… hehehe

balik umah.. tidooooooooooooo……

kadang kadang.. apa yg kita impi kan .. kita tak dapat.. apa yg kita harapkan  tak jadi.. apa yg kita ingin kan tak kesampaian…

kadang kadang benda yg tidak kita impikan kita dapat.. benda yang tidak kita harapakan.. itu yang menjadi.. benda yang tidak kita hingin.. sampai pada kita..

kadang kadang.. benda ni semua membuat kita terpikir… betui ker?.. kenapa jadi mcm ni?. apa sebab benda ni jadi mcm ni?.. kenapa terjadi pada diri ku?…

apa pun yang terjadi..itu adalah takdir nyer.. segala yang terjadi..ada hikmah dan hikmat nya… terimala dengan hati yang terbuka… dgn redha.. ..

Semalam..hati mcik terasa lagik.. kali ni… mcik nekad..majuks tak hengat dunia.. dan dgn tu mcik memulakan drama majuks.. miahahah..

tetiba.. pukul 7.30… PIN PIN… ada org datang umah memujuk!!!.. hahaha.. mami mami… trima kasih byk2 mami…dtg pujuk… heheheh.. tak smp hati nak majuks lelama… cian kat mami yg jauh2 datang mujuk…

so mlm tu kami p umah ayah/mak angkat.. makan burger, nasi lemak, bergelas2 nescafe sesambil main karem.. and kunyah buah jambu.

Adik2 yang lain pun ada.. umah makin meriah.. berborak tak hengat dunia… peramah sebenornya kami ni… hahah..

ntah kenapa semalam.. hati mcik sayu sgt.. sedih.. terasa sgt.. lain macam.. mungkin ada kesedaran?.. mungkin ada yang terasa… ntah la.. yang pasti hati mcik jadik sedih,sayu…lalu mcik membawa diri ke Kuala Lumpur dengan niat untuk menggembirakan hati…

mcik p k-ok kat Jom P Cafe di Desa Melawati.. first of all the food are lousy.. secondly, the enviroment is more like a dangdut joint! full with orang tua and awek muda gedik, thirdly i have to wait for almost 2 hours to have my turn, fourthly the place is damn fucking hot!.. got acond but cant feel it.. lastly.. damn expensive!!..rm2 per song.. hahahah

lagu yang nyanyi kan malam tu?.. Bertahta di Hati - Faradhiya, Wulan Merindu - Cici Paramida, Menaruh Harapan - Zaiton Sameon and Tiada Lagi - Mayang Sari

but then again.. i might go there again.. i might not…

tapi hati mcik tetap duka lara… kenapa ek?.. Tolong ….

Bukan kah hidup harus bahagia?.. Ingin dicintai dan mencintai… Tak ingin cinta di dusta dan mendustai…Oh misteri hidup..akankah menghilang….akan kah bahagia di akhir cerita?..

Tak mahu sesuatu merenggut luka di hati ku…

Seandainya kejujuran ini
tiada lagi tertera dihati
kurela undur diri
dariku terluka
di puncak impian
yang kugenggami

(antara kita siapa yg tiada kejujuran?.. aku atau dia.. hanya Tuhan yang tahu segalanya…)

Takku sangka gerimis melanda
ketika itu hangatnya merindu
bagaikan tiada duka yang datang
namun kelopak berderai

(Tiada deraian lagi dari mataku.. sesungguhnya.. mata ku ini telah kekeringan air mata….)

Bukan simpati yang mesti kau lafazkan
untuk menegakkan cinta
seolah sengaja
kau persendakan kasihku

(Mungkin pada mu.. cinta, kasih sayang serta pengorbanan ku ini tiada erti.. tiada maknanya bagi diri mu yang mempunyai segalanya..Tak rela diri diperbandingkan..lalu ku dipertandingkan)

Biarku derita, biarpun sengsara
asalkan tiada kekesalan
walaupun cinta sepenuh hatiku
namun ku tak berupaya didustai oleh bibir
yang berpura
(Hati ku di dustai lagi dengan kata-kata dan janji manis mu.. yang tak bisa kau penuhi… dan aku terus mengharapkan kebahagian yang tak mungkin ada untuk diri ku yang kerdil ini…)

Seandainya kejujuran ini
tiada lagi tertera dihati
terpaksaku melangkah
walau hatiku kan terluka

(Aku merelakan kau pergi jauh dari hati ku..dan rela kan juga pemergian aku dari hatimu…)

Rimbun dan redup kasihMu
Kau tempat ku berpayung
Di manakah lagi dapat ku rebahkan
Rasa gundah ini

Nun Kau teguh di sana
Pengasih dan penyayang
Pun ku masih terleka
Meneguk ihsanMu
Walau ku sedari

Oh… nyamannya
Bila diperlukan rinduMu
Mengimbaulah sentosa

Bentangkan ku permaidani
Dari baldu berwarna putih
Moga tak ku terasakan
Cubaan yang ku galas ini
Kepada Mu titianku
Hijrahkanlah diri ini

Aku pernah…

melaluinya..

mencintainya..

dicintainya..

ditinggalkannya..

meninggalkannya..

menangis..

ketawa..

menjerit..

bercakap..

berbisik..

bermanja..

kerinduan..

merindui..

dirindui…

tetapi kenapa bila ia datang mengetuk pintu hati.. aku rasa macam aku tak pernah melalui semua itu??

Ku tolak jauh.. jauh dari menginapi.. dari menghuni hati ku yg sekeping ini.. hati yang penuh duka lara.. hati yang penuh kekecewaan… hati yang penuh kesayuan.. kedukaan kesedihan.. tidak sanggup untuk mengulangi episod kedukaan ini…

hanya aku tahu isi hati ku….

I wrote your name on sand it got washed.

not in cage but laughing at you.