maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud
bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan
Masa konsert AF6 yang pertama… milia dgr lagu yang milia pernah terasa dgn lirik nya dulu.. lagu penyanyi asal ROSSA.. di nyanyikan pada malam tu.. Saida, kakak Datuk CT. Mungkin kengkawan tertanya… apa tajuk lagu tu?.. tajuk nya.. Terlalu Cinta .. lirik nyer milia pernah paste bulan Jun 2007 lagi… ntah kenapa.. milia suka sangat dgn lirik dia….
lagi satu lagu yang membawa kenangan dalam diri.. lagu Siti Sarah.. Bersamamu… and again.. milia dah pernah publish lirik dia dlm blog milia.. lagu Rossa again..Aku Bukan Untuk Mu… semua lagu ni…. banyak sangat makna dalam diri Milia…
korang ada tak lagu yg memberi kenangan pahit ?.. manis?.. payau?… apa rasa pun la…mesti ada kan.. lagu yg mempunyai bait2 lirik yg terkena batang hidung korang?.. masa tu korang tak sedar lirik tu.. tapi bila korang dengar dan hayati… tetiba.. eh.. terkena kat hidup aku la….hahhaha… well…… pikir2 la sendiri ek..
resah yang ku
ubah dalam kata
melukiskan kesunyian
tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
meski
pagi itu menatapi
akan sunyi tanpamu
menemani aku sepi
tanpa..
cintamu aku resah
tanpa..
kasihmu aku hampa
tanpa..
dirimu aku nanti
Kulihat diriku, kubaca hatiku
Tiada yang lain yang tersirat
Kulihat dirimu, kau tak sendiri
Masih bolehkah harap ini
Engkau datang saat aku merasa tak ada daya
Engkau ada saat ku tak mungkin ada di sana
Engkau datang saat diri ini tak ingin pergi
Engkau ada dengan setangkai cinta tak termiliki
Oh mengapa..
Saat kita berdua
Semua terasa indah
Seakan kau untukku…
Hadiah
yang anda beri kepada kawan/kekasih/isteri/suami anda mempunyai maksud yang
tersirat…
JAM
TANGAN…
… … Tanda meningati setiap masa dan waktu.
CINCIN…
… … … .Tanda ikatan kasih yang abadi.
GELANG…
… … … .Tanda mesra
RANTAI
LEHER
… … .Ikatan cinta yang perlu perhatian.
SUBANG…
… … … .Tanda penghargaan dan penghormatan.
KASUT…
… … … ..Sentiasa mengambil berat/prihatin.
PAKAIAN/KAIN…
… .Semoga kasih berkekalan dan dekat selalu.
PAYUNG…
… … … .Tanda kasih dan sentiasa ingin melindungi.
MINYAK
WANGI…
… .Tanda cinta
BINGKAI
GAMBAR…
..Sentiasa merindu dan tak ingin berjauhan.
BUKU…
… … … … Bersifat terbuka dan bertolak ansur.
BUNGA…
… … … … Tanda perkenalan dan tanda sayang
COKELAT
… … .. semanis cintamu.
LAGU/CD/KAD
UCAPAN
… … … mengabadikan cinta
SEJADAH
DAN ALQURAN…
… … tandanya kekasihnya itu menyayanginya dunia dan akhirat.
PssssTT..heheeheehehe… Satu lagi… . zaman mellinieum… .
HANDPHONE..
tandanya… . kau jangan lari dariku!!!!… … .aku akancari kamu walau
dimanapun… melainkan kalau handphone tu ditutup… ..
HADIAH
PALING BERHARGA DALAM DUNIA!! MASUK
MEMINANG…
… tandanya dia serius dan betul2 seriuss..!
You’re still a work in progress — think of your future. Who do you want to be?
You have a healthy sense of who you are, but do you have a good
sense of the person who you want to be? You’re still a work in progress
– everyone is. And you need to think of your future not only in terms
of where you’ll be living and what you’ll be doing, but in terms of who
you want to become. Aim high. You can take the pressure! It’s critical
for you to maintain an open mind and be willing to learn. Embrace
controversial ideas, because they will teach you valuable lessons.
it started bad..really bad… i thought of having a wonderful birthday this year… and all i had is a…just another birthday..
he came… with a cake… and a present… we had dinner… we cuddle.. we watch 
TV…and then.. a phone call came in.. an old friend from Sabah called said that he’s in town…I’ve known this Sabahan yearsssssssss before i met him… I just couldnt ignore his call.. or should I??.. then it all started..and he left without a single wish.. not yesterday..today.. or the day after… not even a birthday wish…. he just left…and yes… the cake is on first name basis now….
if having friends is a sin… then i’m sinful..
if having a guy friend is a sin… then i’m sinful 2
if going out with friends is a sin… then i’m sinful 3
if smsing friends is a sin… then i’m sinful 4..
WOW!!!.. that is only the beginning!!!… Imagine… how sinfulSSSS.. i will be if my list keep on growing…
i just dont know what to think… what to do.. how to react.. how to answer… what to answer… IJUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE..
anyway.. later that evening, went home to my parents place… I received the
warmest greetings ever from my family.. and it brightened up my day a liltle… along
came Long with her choc cake.. and a gift… then nabiha`s wishes and kiss my cheeks and her "kit-kat" present brighten up my day more and more…. K.lang came with curry mee for dinner…
My nieces and nephews sang the birthday song.. and each gave a peek on the cheek…
later that nite.. went out to mamak for a kopi tarik with Haya…watching AF6 Concert just bring more misery to my miserable day
sunday… went to the market with abah… then went bowling with long and family.
Today, you will have to regain some headway you lost recently — work hard!
Today, you will have to regain some headway you lost over the past
few days. It wasn’t your fault that you fell behind, but it will do you
no good to focus on punishing the real culprit. They’ll get the
punishment they deserve, in the way that they deserve it. You need to
get out of the subliminal business of revenge! Do the work you need to
do and then move on to lighter, happier thoughts. Get together with one
of your favorite people and have a silly, giggle-filled evening.
hahaha.. yup… that is my age tomorrow… another year older… another year loneliness… am I that lonely?.. I have friends… I have families… but why deep inside of me still feel the loneliness that I cannot describe to anyone?…
he decided not to see me tonite.. the eve of my birthday…I suppose he’s not going to celebrate it with me.. what do you expect?… I should know how much I worth…I should know who I am.. what I am.. where I am.. demanding is not for me… asking?.. wanting it?.. not entitle for it….
Tak mungkin, tak mungkin
Aku menyerah hanya kerna tak dapatkan kamu
Meski jauh di dasar hatiku
Ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!
and my life turn from worse to worst again and again and again….
merana kini aku merana
kekasih tercinta
entah kemana
sendiri kini ku dibalut sepi
tiada tempat tuk bercurah lagi
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ….hope that you’ll have what ever that you ever dream off.. and all the happiness in the world…
ku punya rasa tak terungkapkan
hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
berat menerima kau pergi
tanpa alasan juga kau buat aku.. bertanya…
beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk dia kekasih sepanjang hidup
ku masih merindukannya.. haa aa…
apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri…
beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaga sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk kekasihku
ku masih merindukannya.. haa aa…
apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri…
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri…
At the wondrous moment you were born, as you took your first breath, a Great celebration was held in heaven and twelve magnificent gifts were Granted to you.
The first gift is STRENGTH. May you remember to call upon it whenever You need it.
The second gift is BEAUTY. May your deeds reflect its depth.
The third gift is COURAGE. May you speak and act with confidence and Use courage to follow your own path.
The fourth gift is COMPASSION. May you be gentle with yourself and Others. May you forgive those who hurt you and yourself when you make Mistakes.
The fifth gift is HOPE. Through each passage and season, may you trust The goodness of life.
The sixth gift is JOY. May it keep your heart open and filled with light.
The seventh gift is TALENT. May you discover your own special Abilities and contribute them toward a better world.
The eighth gift is IMAGINATION. May it nourish your visions and dreams.
The ninth gift is REVERENCE. May you appreciate the wonder that you Are and the miracle of all creation.
The tenth gift is WISDOM. Guiding your way, wisdom will lead you Through knowledge to understanding. May you hear its soft voice.
The eleventh gift is LOVE. It will grow each time you give it away.
The twelvth gift is Faith. May you believe and grow in your faith.
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Love the world
Love the universe
Love ur family
Love ur life
N make ppl love u more..
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Now which one I can deserve for You?
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“LITTLE”
Is what I talk to you.
“LOT”
Is what I like about you.
“SUCCESS”
Is what I wish for you
“REMEMBRANCE”
Is what I except from You.
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Three things of life that once gone, never come back:
Time, Words & Opportunity
Three things of life that must not be lost:
Peace, Hope & Honesty.
Three things of life that are most valuable:
Love, Self-confidence & Friends
Three things of life that are never sure:
Dreams, Success & Fortune
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mom was admitted to ICU SJMC last saturday…
paru2 berair… tak tau la mcm mana boleh kena… uwaaaaaaaaaaa…. buat ultra sound.. the kidney is not working fine… uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… sedey la… we took shifts, me and my sisters… luckily she was in the hospital till wednesday.
lega sket… tapi…kesian kat abah.. i know how worried he was when mom was first admitted…
for March 17 - 23, 2008 ARIES (March 20–April 19) Where luck lies for you: relationships
You would do well to keep your defences up, as someone close to you
could make a faux pas. You gain a more objective outlook on a close
friendship that allows you to accept that nobody’s perfect. As Spring
is coming, plan things for your longer-term future
Your
motto for the week: be generous and give to others
Who to spend time with: Capricorn
but intead words of sincerity
In the beginning
It was great
You opened my eyes
And showed me fate.
You were there for me
When times got tough
Made me believe
You were more than enough.
I pictured us having
A future together
The look in your eyes
Made me believe we’d be forever.
You lead me through
A different door
Showed me I
Was worth much more.
Thought you earned
The key to my
heart
Never would have thought
You’d rip it apart.
You told me you loved me
And that you care
When I needed you the most
You weren’t even there.
I know I’ve made
Mistakes that were bad
But I never gave up on
What we once had.
Now I wish I had
Someone to hug and hold
To keep me warm
When I get cold.
I need someone who’d
Make me smile
One that wouldn’t
Hesitate to go the extra mile.
I want him to tell me
That everything’s all right
To stay with me
Through the day and night.
I need you to tell me
What I should say or do
Because I don’t want to go
Through life
without you.
Words do go swirling
In my head to no end
Can’t find the right words
To describe my best friend
You see, we first met
Quite by accident indeed
Our lives were quite empty
A friend we did need
The first conversations
You’d think would be clumsy
Strange though, they were natural
Warm and quite funny
We spoke random days
In each week of our
past
Not to know where it was going
Not to know if it would last
I was growing quite fond of
My friend with brown hair
Time brought us closer
So much did we share
Moved to a best friendship
Though nothing we did try
We spoke only to each other
On days ending in "y"
Then came a big groundswell
Change born deep in the heart
A best friendship for life
God new it from the start
You see she’s not just
A best friend in my eyes
Look very closely
She wears another disguise
Her soft touch on my life
Has done marvelous things
Her hat hides her halo
Her coat, her wings
She will
never see
Just what she has meant
From the beginning I knew
She was heaven-sent
From this day I have now
’til life’s at it’s end
I’ll thank God every moment
For my "Bestest" Friend.
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I’d say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I’ve promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
and since each day is the same way,
There’s no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart
Today will be chock full of exciting prospects — especially in terms of romance.
This day will be a long one, but it is going to be chock full of
interesting prospects — especially if you have been on the lookout for
a new romance. If you are willing to take a little bit of a risk with
your heart, you will be rewarded. Show your vulnerabilities. They won’t
be held against you. In fact, they’ll be valued and protected. You can
build a stronger relationship with someone by sharing a secret. Tell
this person something no one else knows.
my life just not getting better this last few days… my mum was admitted to SJMC coz her lungs is filled with fluid.. so the doctors need to flush it all out..
as i wrote this, i’m in SJMC using its facilities la… rugi la kalu tak gunakan.. heheheh… i’m staying over nite to take care of mak. saturday evening she was admitted to ICU… at least now, since sunday afternoon she has been moved to a normal ward.
i miss my ol’life… i miss my other half so bad!..
GE was over with a big win for the oppositions.. surprise..surprise…. but we do need the surprises once a while.. as i am now with my life